I am out of my mind

I promised myself many time, NOT TO BE SO EMOTIONAL...
But somehow, I still manage to fail myself...
Is it so difficult?
What is my problem?
Seriously, I really need someone to help me with my stress problem...

I am damn headache nowadays, school problem is indeed choking me...

Competition is near, but no one is helping me, I am standing alone...

School got problem with our society, but no one seems to care...

MSSM duties is near, no one helping me? Why? Why?

Society assignment are pile up till the roof, but no one willing to help me,

but instead, they mocked me, they asked: " Why am I lying about myself of being busy? Why are you holding on to all the assignment? What your problem? Shoe polishing? "

Friends are quarrellings, "Why no one going to Enrollment? You all don't want other Youth come to our Enrollment?"

Exam is coming soon, everyday I study....am I too stress or what? I cant concentrate?

Headquarter keep calling me about this training, about that duty...I need to be alone...PLEASE!!!

And my jobs, it is killing me...I can't go to sleep everyday without wondering will I get fired tomorrow?

TIME...I NEED TIME....WHERE ARE YOU?

And last, I keep losing my sense of humor, I am happy and yet I am sad, I am excited and yet I am mad...

What do you want? What do you want and I haven't give you? I love you, I always do...